You have no idea how much you mean to me. When you asked me what the 15th of October meant to me, I told you.

“It is a day for people around the world to light a candle in memory of their baby that has died.”

I really don’t know why I expect you to sigh, or to roll your eyes, or to get frustrated. Even after this long, your support still surprises me.

You asked me “would you like me to light one too?”

This left me speechless. All I could do was whisper “yes, if you want to’.

He amazes me some days. Lily wasn’t his daughter and yet he gives me and her memory unwavering support.

R- you are amazing, and I love you so very much. You mean the world to me.