is exactly a week, 7 days, a lifetime, just yesterday…not enough time…time enough to love you…It will be a week tomorrw since I lost Little Speck…I cannot believe this week has gone so quickly…I am scared I am letting go of him too soon, scared I am forgetting him, scared I am not remembering my little bubba enough. Scared of hanging onto my grief for 3 years, and counting…

Just scared.

Or is it scarred?