A thought occured to me tonight as I was getting dressed. I looked up to the pale pink box that holds anything I have to do with Lily. Little Speck has a similar one, a little pale blue one, wrapped in a ribbon.

I realied that my children “live” in boxes. They live in boxes, instead of with me.

This thought makes me feel so very sad.

I wish I didn’t have to wear these shoes some days.