So….

About two hours after I posted my last blog, DF and I had a massive blow up. It made me realise that I do need to try very very hard to keep my emotions in check. Given, it was not just my fault, the whole thing was over a tiny little issue.

Stupid, really.

So, bascially, the last 24 hours have been 3 steps forward, 10 steps back for me, emotionally. I feel silly for getting angry over something so small, I feel ashamed for getting angry and fighting (silently, of course) with DF, I feel exhaused from being both angry and from a lack of sleep.

We talked about it this morning, and things are settled again. I’m annoyed, but most ly at myself for starting it. Well, DF did, but that’s another story!

I just…give up on today.

Tomorrow will be better.

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