I spent 5 days of last week blogging, blogging out all the shit feelings, and now.

I’m exhausted.

But on the way up. I think last Tuesday was my lowest point, but slowly and finally, I’ve found myself moving out of this funk, and returning to normal again.

Tell you what though. The moods, they’re purely and simply exhausting. It takes so much energy to be so angry at myself.

I’m trying my very best to make sure that each day, I take a breath, remind myself of what I have achieved, and that I am only human. I screw up sometimes. A lot. And I am taking a lot more time to relax, to read a magazine, to watch some trashy TV. Because guess what? After this year? I deserve it.

 

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