I got to sleep in today, which was wonderful!

What was not wonderful was the spate of “I’m pregnant! Actually, I’m not! April Fool’s!” status updates of FB.

Not cool.

If found myself genuinley excited for a girl I have known since we were 14.  Then to see the following April Fools broke my heart.

You’d think after living a life after loss for almost 6 years, the pain of a fake pregnancy would go away.

It hasn’t so far for me.

I hate April 1st.